sometimes....

i wonder if i grew up in the same family i'm living in now. did we ALL grow? or did i just wake up one day and turned into an adult over night? i'm still very childish...for sure...but i want so many "grown up" things... and being here with them again...it's like i know them all over, but, in a different way. and what if i change my mind...tomorrow...what if i don't want to grow up tomorrow... man, i should just stay in today.