whew....

I should be doing other things, but I can't get my body motivated. My mind is ready to go...in fact, I can't get it to stop.... Sometimes, I just let it run, thinking if I just follow it a little, it'll quiet...I guess that doens't make any sense...Oh well. I've come to so many decisions and conclusions about who I am and where I want my life to go, just in this short little week.....and i'm not afraid... I've been skimming through all of my old paperwork from home and while doing that, trying to figure out who i used to be, who i've been all along.... how does one not even know who they are? it just seems absurd...i mean i didn't even know what my favorite color was until i was 24, i mean for sure anyways, i could always tell you what color i thought you wanted it to be....and then when i got to know myself, it all changed and i became someone else...weird and again last year, at 31 trying to figure out who i'll be this time... and now, on this journey i sort of call my life...lol so many options.... whew.