Sunday, April 5, 2009

lonlieness....

i'm lonely. not the room full of people kind... but the kind that i want adult contact... human touch.... the want to feel you breathe when i'm falling asleep... the know you're thinking of me, without me having to ask... the fingers tangled in yours as we walk through the store... the hand on my ass... loneliness.... the want you loneliness... i've been alone a long time.... in this kind of sense... and i'm lonely... and in the past i would take measures to get of this loneliness, momentarily...even though it always stayed... today, i don't even think of that option... and i'm ok with that.... but, i'm still lonely..... and my heart still hurts a little... waiting for you... in my loneliness... but, knowing you're right around the corner... you and i...

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